attribute to christina perri..

the loneliness

my heart cant stop crying when all my frens left me in upm

they are going for scholarships n im left with two choices in my hand

emmm..should i stay at upm or flee to uia??

everyday i ask GOD to give me signs

to help me to make the right decision...

every night i fidgetng in my room alone

thinking about the future..

but i still see my future...

i love upm..

yes i love this place..the college, the food , the lecturers

but ONE THING tht have been urging me to go awy from here

emm my classmates..

they're not talking to me much as they do to others...

n thts make me hurts as i do want people to talk to me..

when i saw my classmates are gathering and laughing together happily..

i was in a corner of the class ..waiting for someone to ask me to talk..

my heart crashed... n i cried because of the loneliness

oh god please help me

oh  LORD, do help me...

im sinking into the darkness..

somebody save me...